【正确答案】 I posted that letter and waited for her reply anxiously. However, my eagerness turns to disappointment, disappointment turns to helpless, and finally it turns to serenity as I never received her reply. I guess that letter may not reach to my mother and the only thing I know is I revived her original features after wrote to her. In the last 15 years of her life, we maintained a relaxed, intimated and happy relationship in her way.